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Every tarot reader eventually finds the one deck that feels like home. For me, that deck is the classic Rider-Waite tarot deck, printed by AGM-Urania. It’s the oldest deck I own, I’ve had it for as long as I can remember, and it remains my absolute favorite framework for deep self-reflection.

While every reader has their own preferences, this is the one iconic deck I am endlessly drawn back to. If you are wondering why it stands out in a sea of modern options, the answer comes down to symbolic depth, structural integrity, and intuitive clarity.

The Depth of Rider-Waite Tarot Deck Meaning and Symbolism

The primary reason I always return to this system is the depth of the imagery. The meaning layered into every single card is incredibly unique and incredibly broad. I have never encountered another deck so thoroughly and deliberately crafted, where every color, figure, and minor detail carries psychological and philosophical weight.
First published in 1909, the illustrations by Pamela Colman Smith have proven their power for over a century, serving as a foundational visual language for looking inward.


Structurally, it follows the traditional 78-card format, split into the Major and Minor Arcana. What continually amazes me about this specific Urania printing is its sheer durability. Despite the fact that I use these cards daily for myself and my clients, they still look almost brand new. The quality of the print and the card stock has truly stood the test of time, making it an incredibly practical tool for a daily practice.

Cracking the Code: How to Read the Rider-Waite Symbols

If you are looking to understand this deck on a deeper level, the original companion text by Arthur Edward Waite (The Pictorial Key to the Tarot) can feel notoriously cryptic. When he wrote it, he was bound by the oaths of secrecy required by his fellow members in the Golden Dawn community, meaning he intentionally hid or obscured a lot of the deeper esoteric meanings.

To bypass those historical restrictions and actually understand the symbols, I highly recommend the book The Tarot: A Key to the Wisdom of the Ages by Paul Foster Case. He was intimately familiar with that same tradition but chose to thoroughly and clearly depict the true symbolic meaning behind these cards, making it an indispensable guide for anyone wanting to crack the code of the Rider-Waite imagery.

Both of these books are now in the public domain. If you'd like to read them, you can find the download links over in my Bookshelf section.

The Best Tarot Deck for Beginners and Self-Reflection

Because of this unparalleled depth, I wholeheartedly recommend this system to anyone looking for the best tarot cards for beginners. If you are just starting out, it provides the absolute best foundation for learning the universal language of the cards. Most modern decks are variations of this original artwork, so learning this system first unlocks thousands of other decks automatically.

But it’s equally powerful for individuals who have no intention of reading professionally and simply want to use tarot for themselves as a personal tool for mindfulness. Because the visual storytelling is so rich and universally recognizable, it gives you the most out of every single layout. It acts as an open door for your intuition, allowing for endless, deeply personal, and highly intuitive interpretations every time you lay the cards down.

Ultimately, this deck is a timeless mirror. No matter how many abstract or modern decks enter the market, the classic Rider-Waite remains the gold standard for a reason.

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Why the Rider-Waite Tarot Deck Is the Perfect Choice for Every Reader

August 02, 2026


Our inner self is always communicating with us; we just have to listen.

I had a dream last night that felt so real, it shook me awake. In it, I had a son named Luca. I don’t have kids, and I certainly don't remember giving birth, but the feeling of fulfillment was overwhelming.

The first thing I did upon waking was look up the name. It is of a Latin origin, and means ‘light’, or ‘bringer of light’.

 

Bridging Science and Soul: The Diary of a CEO Podcast

A few hours later, I randomly opened YouTube. A new Diary of a CEO episode popped up featuring Dr. Martin Picard, a specialist in mitochondrial psychobiology. He was explaining, among other things, how stress and emotions literally rob our cellular powerhouses of energy.

I love how modern science researches and explains something that we already know intuitively but ignore most of the time. But here is where the magic happened.

While watching, I scrolled the comments and froze at this one: "This Bible verse came to mind when he talked about worrying and how it robs our mitochondria of energy - Jesus said: "And which of you by worrying can add one hour to his life's span?" – Luke 12:25"

Luca. Luke. Light.

Real Spiritual Synchronicity Examples in Daily Life

I’m a spiritual but not a religious person, I should say. But I feel like to dream of Luca and stumble upon Luke’s wisdom on the exact same day is a powerful example of alignment with the authentic self.

Science is finally proving what our spiritual intuition has always known: worry changes us at a cellular level. And for some reason, I needed to be reminded of it. This deep connection to my inner self was exactly what I needed to find true alignment.

I highly recommend this episode to anyone looking to bridge science and spirituality. The universe speaks to us when we are ready to listen.

Have you experienced a spiritual synchronicity like this lately?

A Story of Synchronicity, Alignment, and the Inner Self

July 07, 2026

Doctors Who Treat Anxiety

When faced with distressing symptoms like panic attacks or anxiety attacks, it's natural to worry about potential underlying conditions. Seeking doctors who treat anxiety is essential to find relief and understand the root cause of your distress. The thing is, while panic and anxiety disorders are common culprits, there are other medical conditions that can manifest with similar symptoms.

In my previous post, I talked about what it feels like to have a panic attack. Today I’ll share my personal experience with anxiety and panic attacks, and name all the doctors I’ve visited before settling on a diagnosis of anxiety and panic disorder.

Before I start, let me remind you that I’m not a doctor, and I do not give medical advice here. What I do in this blog (and in this blog post, in particular) is share my own experience and steps I take to reduce anxiety and panic attacks.

If you have concerns about anxiety or panic attacks, it's essential to seek professional help from a healthcare provider or mental health professional for a comprehensive evaluation and appropriate management.


What is a panic attack?

When I experienced my first panic attack, I didn’t want to believe it was a psychological condition. I didn’t want to admit that it was exactly what it was.

But what is a panic attack, after all? Let me put it this way:

Panic attack is an intense and sudden episode of extreme anxiety and fear that can peak within minutes. The attacks can be distressing and overwhelming.


During my research on the topic, I found out that the diagnosis of a panic attack is known as a diagnosis of exclusion. So I’ve decided to exclude any other conditions that resemble panic or anxiety disorders. To do that, I googled panic attack symptoms first.

It turned out that the symptoms experienced during a panic attack may vary from person to person, yet some common symptoms include:

  • Rapid Heartbeat
  • Sweating
  • Trembling or Shaking
  • Shortness of Breath
  • Chest Pain or Discomfort
  • Feeling of Choking
  • Nausea or Upset Stomach
  • Dizziness or Lightheadedness
  • Chills or Hot Flashes
  • Numbness or Tingling Sensations
  • Fear of Losing Control
  • Fear of Dying
  • Feeling Detached or Unreal (derealization and depersonalization)


I’ve marked the symptoms I experienced (and still experience from time to time) in bold. And based my list of doctors to visit accordingly.

If you have different symptoms, you may want to include other doctors on the list. To do that, consult your primary care physician first.

Doctors Who Treat Anxiety

Here is the list of doctors I personally consulted after I had my panic attacks. I’ve also included my symptoms where applicable and the prescriptions made.

1. Primary Care Physician (PCP)

My journey to finding the right diagnosis began with a visit to a primary care physician (PCP). PCPs are trained to handle a broad range of medical issues and can conduct a thorough examination to assess the symptoms. They review a patient's medical history, discuss the symptoms, and perform a physical examination to exclude any underlying medical conditions that could be contributing to distress.

When I visited my physician, he measured my blood pressure, took some blood tests and urinalysis. When results came, it turned out I was totally fine. Yet he recommended visiting some specialists to exclude specific conditions not covered by the tests he took.

2. Cardiologist

Cardiologist was the second doctor I visited. The thing is, heart palpitations (which I experienced at that time), chest pain, and shortness of breath can be alarming symptoms often associated with panic attacks. But they can also signify heart-related issues. Consulting a cardiologist can help rule out any heart conditions or irregularities that may be responsible for such symptoms.

The doctor conducted an electrocardiogram (ECG) test, and the results were also fine. Given I’d never had heart issues before, I moved on to the next doctor on the list.

 

3. Pulmonologist

Sometimes, panic attacks can feel similar to asthma attacks or other respiratory issues, leading to confusion between the two. A pulmonologist specializes in respiratory disorders and can help determine if the symptoms are due to asthma, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD), or other respiratory conditions.

It was not my case either.

4. Endocrinologist

The endocrine system plays a crucial role in regulating hormones that can influence mood and anxiety. Conditions like hyperthyroidism or adrenal gland disorders can manifest with anxiety-like symptoms. So, I thought maybe that was my case.

During my visit, the doctor ran some tests which helped exclude those conditions. It turned out though, that my iodine levels were quite low. And so I got my first prescription, which was iodine. I’d say, it started to feel a little bit better in general. But my anxiety symptoms continued, and I still had panic attacks occasionally.

5. Neurologist

Neurological conditions can also present with symptoms that mimic panic and anxiety disorders. Seizures, migraines, and certain brain tumors can lead to anxiety-like sensations or panic attacks.

My neurologist conducted some tests for balance and reaction, which were normal in general, yet she prescribed me some benzodiazepines to take for a month (which I talk about in this post). She also recommended an MRI scan to help diagnose possible cervical spine, head and brain conditions, as well as visiting an ophthalmologist.

Now, the MRI scan was like torture to me. The procedure was painless, yet it caused a severe anxiety in me. The very idea that I needed to lay still and alone for about an hour was shocking. And besides, the noises the MRI machine made were pretty disturbing. So, I’ve decided to make a spine scan first, and wait with a brain scan a bit.

So, the MRI showed no issues with my cervical spine. And when I read the results, I burst into tears. I was hoping to find a physical issue and take some pills to fix it. But the more tests I took, the more I understood it was a psychological problem.

6. Neurosurgeon

A few months passed, and I finally made it to my second MRI scan to check if my brain blood vessels function normally. The scan showed that as well as insufficient oxygen supply in some areas. Now, as a rule, the consultation of a neurosurgeon follows the scan. But, in my case, a visit to a neurologist was recommended.

Well, maybe if things don't get better, I will book an appointment with a neurosurgeon. But as for now, I don’t plan to.

7. Ophthalmologist

The vestibular system, responsible for balance and spatial orientation, is closely related to eye movements. Disorders of the vestibular system can lead to dizziness, vertigo, and a sense of imbalance, which may be mistaken for anxiety or panic attacks.

So my neurologist recommended that I visit an ophthalmologist to check the eye pressure with a test called tonometry. Tonometry measures the pressure inside of your eye by flattening your cornea (the clear part at the front of your eye). The more force that's needed to flatten your cornea, the higher your eye pressure is.

My test went fine. So, I prepared to visit the last doctor on the list.

8. Otorhinolaryngologist (ENT)

Just like an ophthalmologist, an ENT specialist can conduct specific tests to assess the function of the vestibular system and help in diagnosing or ruling out vestibular disorders. Now, my go-to symptoms were (and still are) dizziness and a sense of imbalance. And I wanted to exclude vestibular system issues. The doctor checked my ears, and also asked to describe the exact sensations I felt during the attacks. It turned out, what I thought to be a sign of a fainting coming had nothing to do with the sensations people with vertigo and similar diseases experience.

During a panic attack, I usually feel that I’m going to faint. As if there’s a turn off switch in my head. And it also feels like falling, as if my feet and the whole body become weak. But my hearing is fine (though it’s typical for people with vertigo, let’s say, to go deaf on one ear during the seizure), and the space I’m in doesn’t spin (which is also typical for vestibular system diseases).

This was the last doctor that excluded the conditions other than that of a psychological nature.

Anxiety and panic disorder diagnosis: what’s next?

My experience showed that a precise diagnosis not only was the first step toward a tailored treatment plan, but also was the first step to lower anxiety levels caused by uncertainty. Now that I had proof, I focused on my anxiety and panic disorder treatment.

The next step was to take blood tests for minerals and vitamins deficiencies. In this post I share all the details.


Doctors Who Treat Anxiety: Who To See & Why It's Important

September 24, 2023

 

How to Rediscover Yourself When You Feel Lost

Feeling lost is a common experience that many of us face at some point in our lives. It can manifest as a sense of confusion, a lack of purpose, or disconnection from our true selves. However, amidst the chaos, there is hope. By learning how to rediscover yourself, with patience, perseverance, and self-compassion, you can find your way back to your authentic self.

 

A journey of self-exploration and introspection can lead to personal growth, fulfillment, and a renewed sense of purpose. In this article, we will together explore various strategies and techniques to help you navigate the path toward rediscovering yourself when you feel lost.

 

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Embrace Self-Reflection

One of the first steps in rediscovering yourself is to engage in self-reflection. Take the time to pause, step back from your daily routines, and ask yourself important questions. What are your values, passions, and aspirations? What brings you joy and fulfillment?

 

Reflect on your past experiences, accomplishments, and challenges, and consider the lessons they have taught you. Self-reflection can provide valuable insights into who you are and what you truly desire in life.

Explore Your Interests and Passions

Rediscovering yourself involves reconnecting with your interests and passions. Engage in activities that ignite your curiosity and bring you joy. Try new hobbies, revisit old ones, or explore creative outlets. 

 

Whether it's painting, writing, playing an instrument, or pursuing a sport, investing time in activities that align with your interests will help you reconnect with your authentic self.

Step Outside Your Comfort Zone

Growth occurs outside our comfort zones. When you feel lost, it's essential to push yourself beyond familiar boundaries. Stepping outside your comfort zone allows you to expand your horizons, gain new perspectives, and rediscover aspects of yourself that may have been dormant. 

 

Challenge yourself to try new experiences, meet new people, or learn new skills. Embrace the discomfort that comes with the unknown, as it often leads to personal growth and self-discovery.

Cultivate Mindfulness and Self-Care

Mindfulness and self-care are vital components of the journey toward rediscovering yourself. Practice self-care by prioritizing activities that nourish your mind, body, and soul, such as exercise, healthy eating, and adequate rest. You can start with the 30 Feeling Lost Quotes To Help You Find Yourself post I've shared recently. The quotes there are my favorites, – they inspire me every day of my life.


Taking care of yourself holistically allows you to build a solid foundation for self-discovery.

Seek Support and Connection

Feeling lost can be an isolating experience, but you don't have to navigate it alone. Reach out to trusted friends, family members, or a mentor who can provide support and guidance. 

 

Joining communities or engaging in group activities related to your interests can also foster connections with like-minded individuals. Sharing your journey with others can offer new perspectives, valuable insights, and a sense of belonging.

Set Meaningful Goals

Setting meaningful goals can provide direction and purpose on your path to self-discovery. Reflect on what you want to achieve in different areas of your life, such as career, relationships, personal growth, and well-being. The Wheel of Life can be very helpful here.

 

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Break down these goals into actionable steps and set realistic timelines. Working toward your goals will not only help you rediscover yourself but also give you a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment along the way.

 

To get clear about what you need to change in your life to find balance, joy and contentment, I invite you to join my Free Email Course. You'll be able to evaluate your mindset direction and prepare yourself for taking action to change.


Embrace Change and Adaptability

Life is a series of changes, and embracing them is crucial for self-discovery. Be open to new opportunities, perspectives, and experiences. Embrace the lessons learned from past challenges and use them to grow stronger.

 

Develop adaptability and resilience, as they will empower you to navigate uncertain times with confidence and grace.

 

Final thoughts, –

Feeling lost is a natural part of the human experience, but it doesn't have to define your journey. Now that you know how to rediscover yourself, step by step, you can find your way back to your authentic self and enjoy it! Yet don’t forget that rediscovering yourself is an ongoing process that requires a willingness to embrace change. I believe in you. You can make it!

 

How to Rediscover Yourself When You Feel Lost

August 25, 2023



The Wheel of Life is a great tool that you can use to better understand what you can do to make your life more balanced. Think about the 8 life categories listed in it, and rate them from 1 to 10.

 

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August 18, 2023

How to Live an Aesthetic Lifestyle

If you wonder how to live an aesthetic lifestyle, you've come to the right place! This post consists of a huge list of small habits that everyone can do. They will help you find balance, joy and contentment in everyday life no matter where you live or if you're in a relationship or not.

Living an aesthetic lifestyle is a journey of self-discovery, inner integrity and appreciation of beauty. Enjoy the process of curating your life and surroundings to create an aesthetically pleasing and fulfilling experience.

 

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Dining and cooking

  • Make a list of your fav products and put at least one of them on your daily menu.
  • Set the table with the items you love (napkins, candles, cute cups..Well, you got it!).
  • Eat slowly, do not be distracted by the phone, TV and other annoying devices.
  • If possible, share your meal with a person you really like.
  • When eating, pay attention to color, smell, texture and taste.
  • Listen to the feeling of hunger and satiety, find a balance.
  • After eating, reflect on your feelings (or write them down): how the food affected your mood and self-awareness.
  • Discuss your observations with loved ones (especially those with whom you shared a meal).


Home

  • Declutter regularly. Getting rid of the things you don't need really makes a big difference!
  • Tidy up at least once in two weeks to keep things fresh and clean.
  • Incorporate a monthly home cleansing ritual into your routine.
  • Buy flowers (or pick some in your garden) weekly.
  • Light some candles in the evening.
  • Burn incense sticks (alternatively, use essential oils) to create the signature aroma of the house.
  • If possible, maximize natural light in your home. Open curtains and blinds during the day to let the sunlight in, creating a warm and inviting atmosphere.


Style and beauty

  • Try to stick to a slow fashion concept and see how it changes your life (and saves your budget, too)!
  • When buying new clothes or shoes, try to choose quality over quantity.
  • Pick several 'uniform' sets of clothes and shoes that you adore. Rotate them daily to lift your mood instantly.
  • Don't skip your skincare routine.
  • Experiment with your daily makeup and hairstyle. Pick one or two that suit you most and are the easiest for you to recreate daily.


Self-care & personal development

  • Set up a morning routine that you enjoy.
  • Make sure you actually enjoy your free time.
  • Read that book you've been thinking about for ages. And that other one, too!
  • Take pictures every time you see something beautiful.
  • Spend at least an hour a day engaging in something that excites you. This could be anything from photography, painting, gardening, or even pinning something nice on Pinterest.
  • Spend some time in nature. When was your last time walking barefoot?
  • Spend some time alone.
  • Get a gym membership or do a workout session at home. Move your body daily.
  • Write down your thoughts daily. Don't forget to mention the things you're grateful for.


Social life

  • Compliment someone. Even if it's a complete stranger.
  • Give yourself a compliment. Because you deserve it!
  • Look people in the eyes.
  • Listen to people, like really listen, not just hear them talking.
  • Smile 🙂
  • Opt for a charity or donation event. Remember, giving is receiving.

 

If you adopt just a few of these habits, I guarantee you'll completely change your mind about your life. As they say, a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step, meaning small changes can contribute to your overall well-being.

And if you are serious about living an aesthetic lifestyle, join my free email course to get clear about what you need to change in your life to find balance, joy and contentment & build momentum to take action.

 

How to Live an Aesthetic Lifestyle: 35 Life-Changing Habits

July 22, 2023


Hi, I'm Sveta

After a 15-year corporate IT career, I chose to step into my authentic self, focusing on the intersection of tarot, aesthetics, and modern philosophy. To stay connected, subscribe for fresh blog updates or join my Patreon community for exclusive insights!

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